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I have to work on Easter Sunday aka tomorrow from 7am to 2pm! What the fuck?! Who is seriously going to be going to be coming to DD on Easter besides the non Christians? This aggravates me slightly because I was hoping for a slightly shorter shift, but 7 hours?! Damn.
And in like one week I’ve been with DD for 90 days which is when my boss can decide if I am still working for them or not. So I don’t want to be like ‘hey I can’t work.’ I already had to miss 2 days of work due to being sick.
As much as my job sucks its been helping me save my money up for a car which has been great, but I think its time I start looking for another job now. Because working 7 hours tomorrow on Easter is like bull shit.

I have to work on Easter Sunday aka tomorrow from 7am to 2pm! What the fuck?! Who is seriously going to be going to be coming to DD on Easter besides the non Christians? This aggravates me slightly because I was hoping for a slightly shorter shift, but 7 hours?! Damn.

And in like one week I’ve been with DD for 90 days which is when my boss can decide if I am still working for them or not. So I don’t want to be like ‘hey I can’t work.’ I already had to miss 2 days of work due to being sick.

As much as my job sucks its been helping me save my money up for a car which has been great, but I think its time I start looking for another job now. Because working 7 hours tomorrow on Easter is like bull shit.

Working Out School and Work

I am one 500 word essay and a class survey away from finishing the semester. I am so excited! I am planning on taking summer off which will be a nice change and hopefully still working to save up for a car. This next may check I should have a $1,000 in the car fund and that means $1,500 ishly till I have a “decent” amount.

Anyways, besides finishing up my class and working my butt off at work, I’ve decided I need to start eating healthy again AND working out. I maybe a twig to many peoples standards, but I feel so unhealthy and out of shape. I need to fix this so I am going to start working out again with random workout videos online and eat my veggies and fruit more again like I used to. Somehow I got out the habit of healthy and I want to go back to it, like now.

I also need to get some sleep for the night twas a long day. I also need to start writing more again, I may not be the best writer but I do enjoy it somewhat. So, maybe I’ll start that up again in May.

Anonymous asked: wats up? u hardly blog anymores. :<

I’ve been busy so I don’t really have that much free time. I am working like 30 hours a week and I have school stuffs to do. Also, I am trying to maintain my so called social life even though its basically just my best friend and boyfriend these days.

Goals are Good

Last night before going to bed I was thinking about how I need more goals. I started 2014 out strong I had the goal of creating 4 goals every 3 months. Somehow I fell off that, but I have been able to keep the goal of saving money for my own car going strong still. That’s beside the point I need to jump onto creating school goals again thus last night that’s what I decided to do.

My current goals are important to accomplish within the next month.

I want to finish my class in 2 weeks which would be 2 weeks ahead of time. My professor has everything on Canvas so I mean this shouldn’t be to difficult to obtain, just finding the time is a little challenging. Also, I want to take my GKT again by the 25th of April. I really would love to pass so I can take summer classes. I need to get going on making dreams a reality.

Therefore I say goals are good and I will accomplish them!

  • Richard: So Monica let me ask you a question. Y’know, since we broke up do you ever, think about me?
  • .........
  • Monica: But getting over was the hardest thing that I’ve ever had to do. And I never let myself think about you.
  • (Richard mouths, "Wow!")

Next stop, Crazy Town

I’m laying in bed right now on my iPad listening to my Asian relaxing sounds of waves, thunder, and something very Asiany as I type this it’s also a little after 1 am. It’s relaxing to me. But I’m exhausted, but I want to blog.

So, here it goes.

I’m going crazy! I’m working a bunch and I am slacking in school. This isn’t me and makes me crazy, depressed, stressed, and even mad. I can’t wait till I have enough money for a car so I can stop pushing myself so hard. I need between 1700-2100 more till I can hopefully a reasonable priced car. So hopefully by late June or early July,

But enough of that thought is far away still, right now I want someone just to hug me tell me everything ok. I’m not crazy. Plus I miss him and I’m worried about us. Why? Anxiety and overwhelming ness. Plus I have thoughts racing around in my head wondering stuff.

What is a girl like me supposed to do?

I just want a break from rushing here and there. But when will that be, I probably won’t know for a while.